Well, would ya?

I was being a dick...

Anyways, I'm back so yada, yada, yada.. I know someone is going to say "I knew you would come back, they always do" so get it out of your system now.

Well, my departure has been because of more than just work now.. I'm in and out of the hospital because of my back again.. the scoliosis has taken a turn for the worst and its coming down to me needing to go under the knife to have it fixed..

Heres how it goes, I've had this for a while now.. some years. I knew it was bad when they couldn't have me wear a brace to make it better, but I didn't know it was to the extent it is now.

My spine is twisting even more now, and where I had the lack of tissue before, is now grinding against my spinal column even more so, causing my back to hurt more than it ever has before. I'm on two medications for it, however, they aren't working too well, so I go back soon enough again, to find out what their plan of action is.. wish me luck?

PS- I'm working on a few things, so don't think I'm ignoring you all, I'm just trying to make myself better. ^.^

Also: 5 day ban, 10 day ban, 3 day ban...

Last day of ban is today, I will be back tomorrow at the earliest (6-30-08)

Spam this to hell!

As much as possible!

kthxbai

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Fo Real Nig

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I've decided.

I'm NOT going to move afterall.

It will be best if I stay here, not only for my future, but for all I would be letting go of if I did move.

Sorry to all those who I've neglected in talking to regularly, like usual, its been a busy time for me.

Anyways though, rejoice in knowing that while I still won't be here too often, I will be on much more than I would be otherwise! <3<3<3

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Cericon is so sexy. I love him with my mouth.

Also, I am back now from work, I will be working much more as school is coming to a close and well, I love my job as well as money. <33

I may be moving out pretty soon, I will be making the final decision on that before I graduate in June.

If I do end up moving, it will probably mark my end of coming here, but if that is not the case, I know I will not be around for some time as I adjust to a new life-style and sort things out. I will also be leaving my computer here, though it is custom and all, those here will need it more and I will have access to many more computers at work, as well as my new home. <33

If it is the end for now, I will let you know, and if it turns to the end forever, I just want you all to know I loved my time here, it was too bad I couldn't have made more of an impact on more lives, but I can offer this advice.

Life is a trial, a journey of ups and downs and while a situation may seem never-ending at the moment, one day you may look back at the hardest times and know something, that you took chances, faced hardships, went in head first, and while you didn't always come out on top, you learned something, one way or another. Life is what you make it, so make it something amazing and memorable.

For now, later Newgrounds, I will continue to post when I am here, but now I will be leaving Wednesday-Monday, only being at this place called 'home' one day of the week. I miss you guys already, peace.

~Lotus~

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I'm bored and the wall of text that was my english paper has been removed. <3

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Cericon and I are getting married.

I have three new piercings.

And I am getting another tattoo at about 11ish AM this morning.

Its going to be sweet and I will post pics asap.

This is what it is going to look like. <3

EDIT: I got the tat done. <3

Join the Ink (Tattoo) Crew!

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EDIT!!: Tommy (Cericon) and I are now married. We are deeply in love, show your love for us!! http://www.newgrounds.com/bbs/topic/89 6638

Well I am working now again.. for the past few weeks I have had a schedule for it and here it is.

From Thursday night to Sunday night I will not be home.

So if I don't reply to anything in that time-frame or whatever then you know why.

Also, I am up for a match of Brawl anytime so let me know when and I can do it. Theres some times during the day when I can't play but I can most of the time at night or in the morning, since I have night classes that begin with me leaving at 4pm everyday.

Also, if you're going to the East-Coast Meet-Up then let me know, I'm going for sure! :D

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Alright everyone, I got Brawl and I will be getting my code for it asap.

I can record matches as well if someone would like me to do that.

Also, my Wii code is: 2725 2062 8926 4299

Add that too if you wanna.

Brawl code is: 4940-5163-7192

Let me know if you add me.

EDIT: Alias change. Updating all profile pics as well, and looking for anyone to make me new siggys, pics, or icons.

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